Thoughts of the week

What am I suppose to do when my life is getting harder and harder ?
I didn’t realize that one day I’d have to take this decision, the decision that would change my life forever and that I could never come back and retake it again as if I was writing a story, that I could go to the future and then come back .Life isn’t easy at all, and as the years pass by, you realize how good were some moments that you’ve been through during your existence .
Your first kiss was under the toboggan on the playground as innocent as it could be .When the glass shower door fell into your body and you are only four-year-old and you can do nothing except to get squatted to protect yourself, this is when you understand that sometimes you are alone even though there’re some people who really love and care about you, these are the worse moments. Because you have to face life face to face and you have to win this battle, otherwise you’ll be such a weak person.
When you have to make new friends because you’re going to a new school and that’s all the fault of your father’s job? You shouldn’t live in regrets just because you send an unexpected and unpolite card under your hated neighbor’s door at the age of seven just to make her a joke.
Each day, is important for you because the human being has around 29.200 days expected to live. You can always dream but you’ll still have the reality to struggle .And the best way to say “fuck you” to reality is using your imagination.
Freud thought that the persons were moved by their unconscious, is that true? Perharps.
The words are crucial for us to communicate, it’s a way to say what you think, how you feel, what you’ve learned, to express yourself, etc .But the words have an important place for us in our brain because these words make us act and our actions make us think, it’s an exchange for the best .
I never thought one day I would miss the old days when I had nothing to worry about, it was just my happiness and I, what a perfect couple!
The matter is, my future is now and it’s important to know what I’m going to become and what I want to do .
Perhaps, I should move into the south and make my senior year there and then come back to SP to go to Malibu and have a good time with my friends and practice my English..Well maybe it’s the best choice for me.And the last thing I'd do is disappoint the people I love the most .
“MALIBU: A WAY OF LIFE” hahahaha jk guys.