Butterflies are flying now .

I am growing up.
I wanted to start with this, the last few months I`ve been changing a little every single day, I`m learning how to face life face-to-face .But something it keeps putting tricks on my way, and now I`m able to get over it.I`m really moving, isn`t it sad ?I DON`T WANNA MOOOOOVE, my life is fantastic in here, maybe it will be great there but it will never be the same, every year is different because we keep changing, life keeps changing .I have been preparing myself with tons of thoughts to get my journey as happy as it can be .I am trying to find that light at the end of the tunnel, but I`m not sure if there is really a light in there.. they say it is .
I am falling in love each day more and more for my best friend, and now we are boyfriend and girlfriend. Birds seems to be singing more frequently and my heart keeps beating faster and faster everytime I get to see him. When I get to see something that reminds me of him I cannot stop smiling at nothing, it`s crazy . I`m lost without him, but when I look in his eyes it`s like if nothing more existed, nothing else matters, it seems cliche but it`s true .He is the only one that keeps spinning while the other things stop .
xxx