I'm your Juliet

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Trying hard to fight against your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, But try to hide it in every possible way. He's only a friend, and nothing else--That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.You keep on saying he's just a bud,But deep inside, you're falling in love.You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.A simple glance turns into a stare,But you pretend that you don't care.It's "not right" for you two to be.Is that why you hide it so no one can see?But how long will you pretend?Keep lying that he's just a friend?Perhaps your feelings you can never show.Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.Your friendship can't be risked over this,

So being his girl is an impossible wish...

Thoughts of the week

What am I suppose to do when my life is getting harder and harder ?
I didn’t realize that one day I’d have to take this decision, the decision that would change my life forever and that I could never come back and retake it again as if I was writing a story, that I could go to the future and then come back .Life isn’t easy at all, and as the years pass by, you realize how good were some moments that you’ve been through during your existence .
Your first kiss was under the toboggan on the playground as innocent as it could be .When the glass shower door fell into your body and you are only four-year-old and you can do nothing except to get squatted to protect yourself, this is when you understand that sometimes you are alone even though there’re some people who really love and care about you, these are the worse moments. Because you have to face life face to face and you have to win this battle, otherwise you’ll be such a weak person.
When you have to make new friends because you’re going to a new school and that’s all the fault of your father’s job? You shouldn’t live in regrets just because you send an unexpected and unpolite card under your hated neighbor’s door at the age of seven just to make her a joke.
Each day, is important for you because the human being has around 29.200 days expected to live. You can always dream but you’ll still have the reality to struggle .And the best way to say “fuck you” to reality is using your imagination.
Freud thought that the persons were moved by their unconscious, is that true? Perharps.
The words are crucial for us to communicate, it’s a way to say what you think, how you feel, what you’ve learned, to express yourself, etc .But the words have an important place for us in our brain because these words make us act and our actions make us think, it’s an exchange for the best .
I never thought one day I would miss the old days when I had nothing to worry about, it was just my happiness and I, what a perfect couple!
The matter is, my future is now and it’s important to know what I’m going to become and what I want to do .
Perhaps, I should move into the south and make my senior year there and then come back to SP to go to Malibu and have a good time with my friends and practice my English..Well maybe it’s the best choice for me.And the last thing I'd do is disappoint the people I love the most .
“MALIBU: A WAY OF LIFE” hahahaha jk guys.

Picadilly Circus

An unsightly place.
Delicate streams of a fountain
Arch into a Victorian statue,
Surrounded by old streetlamps
Whose hazy light
Picks up the water
But the cupid is lost up in the darkness
Beyond which the neon
And back-lit advertisements
Have lost their appeal
Except to throngs of tourists
And youth attracted by arcades.
Not so much a place
As a convergence of routes.

Tower of London

Walking over Suicide Bridge
I would leap off
In flight
With arms outstretched
Into the beautiful blue yonder
And a flurry of golden autumn leaves
To send me into a white oblivion.

Meu ponto de vista

Se apaixonar acontece com todo ser humano normal (brincadeira), é um sentimento que todos um dia sentimos ou sentiremos; o amor nem sempre é como em contos de fadas com príncipes, princesas e um «viveram felizes para sempre». Aqui é a vida real, então devemos aprender que nem tudo é como parece ser, e que as pessoas são muito mais complexas do que havíamos imaginado. Um dia elas podem te amar e no outro te odiar, um amor nem sempre é correspondido, mas é preciso aprender a viver assim mesmo. Chorar pode aliviar uma dor que esteja presa no fundo de nos, pode acabar nos fazendo bem. Conselhos bobinhos podem te dizer o que você já sabe; mas ouvindo de outra pessoa ajuda mais do que vindo de si mesmo, ignorando o que voce pensa achando estar errado . 

O que seriamos sem amor? Pessoas crueis e sem alma? Quem sabe… E o que é o amor ?Nos podemos senti-lo mas nao sabemos descreve-lo. perguntas e mais perguntas aparecem .

PIRATES AND PRINCESSES, FROGS AND WHITE HORSES , YOU AND ME TOGETHER.

Do you really have to destroy every little memory of when it was you and me ? Don’t you feel sorry deep inside for the decisions we have made ? Have you ever truly loved me ? Do you think we can leave the past behind and live our love ? Why making me cry makes you so damn happy ?
Maybe I should just say fuck you with your girlfriends, but I wouldn’t mean it .Do you think we shall live our happy story with pirates and princesses, with frogs and white horses, with you and me together ?
Or perhaps our friendship will end because we were too foolish .
We had ups and downs, moments of happiness that I’ll always keep inside of my heart like the day we’ve met .
I think my life would be incomplete without you by my side .I never loved someone like I love you. I can kiss thousands of guys but none of them will be like you .It sounds lame, but true .
If I could I would make a machine to go back on time, just to be with you .
My heart founds his place with yours, but you might be too childish to understand .
When we played under the rain together and you won the play, but I didn’t care because I had you there .

The story is getting old .

Vicky.

ps: deep inside you'll still be my romeo .