How do I get there ?

Don’t you have sometimes thousands of questions and you feel like no one can answer them ?It’s not a good feeling, most of all because you feel uncapable and lonely .I wish I had all the answers, but unfortunately I do not .I can only think the world is a huge place where you can find great and bad opportunities .
My dreams are based on my past experiences and of what my personality have become, and I can tell you I have a lot of dreams .
I know, you might think it’s stupid but having sixteen is not that big deal the adults try to make .You can be childish and at the same time very mature, you have only to know how you are suppose to act and in which situations .
I’d appreciate so much If I could make my parents happy, my life would be less imperfect. Oh well, what am I talking about ? The perfect life? Oh no, sorry for desappointing you but it does not exist .We can dream and dream even when we are awake .The doors are open but how do we get there ?
And If someone asks you what you want to do with your life, don’t you take a deep breath and think before you answer ? And when you get stressed because you do not have that answer, what do you do ?
Is the perfect life too far away? or does it only exist in Fairy Tales ?

Thanks for reading :)